I Did it…

Someone seems to have killed a shadow ๐Ÿ˜€

Dave Mathews Band – I did it.

I’m mixing up a bunch of magic stuff
A magic mushroom cloud of care
A potion that will rock the boat will rock
Make a bomb of love and blow it up

I did it
Do you think I’ve gone too far
I did it
Guilty as charged
I did it
It was me right or wrong
I did it Yeah
I never did a single thing that did a single thing toย 
Change the ugly ways of the world
I didn’t know it felt so right inside
I didn’t know at allOpen up the curtains I heard sirens there the lights flash and crawl
I did it justice I just did it for us all

It’s a nickel or a dime for what I’ve done
The truth is that I don’t really care
For such a lovely crime I’ll do the time
You better lock me up I’ll do it again
I did it
Do you think I’ve gone too far
I did it
Guilty as charged
I did it
It was me right or wrong
I did it
Yeah
I never did a single thing that did a single thing to
Change the ugly ways of the world
I didn’t know it felt so right inside
I didn’t know at all
Open up the curtains I heard sirens there the lights flash and crawl
I did it justice I just did it for the buzz
All you people are the skewers of our dreams
Like the cat that collared me
Oh what I gotta say to you got love don’t
Turn it down
Turn it loud
Let it build
We got a long way to go
But you gotta start somewhere
Go door to door spread the love you got
You got the love
You get what you want
Does it matter where you get it from
I for one
Don’t turn my cheek for anyone
Unturn your cheek to give your love
Love to grow
I did it
Do you think I’ve gone too far
I did it
Guilty as charged
I did it
Was me right or wrong
I did it
Yeah
I did it
I told you I told you I told you I told
I did it
Guilty as charged
I did it
I told you I told you I told you I
I did it
Yeah
I never did a single thing that did a single thing to
Change the ugly ways of the world
I didn’t know it felt so right inside
I didn’t know at all
Open up the curtain I heard sirens there the lights flash and crawl
I did it justice I just did it for us all
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Cranberries Zombie translated.

Well, the zombies in the world are all in your head. We have to reach towards “psychological projection of self” in order to understand this concept (Jung/Freud) In order to heal these ascpects they must be accepted andย  integrated.

So essentially, the ones fighting in your head are your dragons/demons/EGO and you need to slay them.

So if you are one of those who have not yet awokened to the new/ancient paradigms, you are metaphorically a zombie ๐Ÿ˜€ If you consider yourself in the middle of awakening, well, then read on..

Here is a pointer towards the how

Disturbed “The Night” analyzed

Fight Jungian Shadow. (give in to the night) They later write the song “the light” in which he states that “sometimes darkness can show you the light”

What has come over me
What madness taken hold of my heart
To run away, the only answer
Pulling me away
To run upon my sight
So now recovering
Sweet shadow taking hold of my mind
Another day has been devoured
Calling me away, bringing the question
Why
For saving me from all they’ve taken
Let my honor fall again
Giving me the strength to face them
Feeling it taking over now
I’m about to take it all away
There can be no better way of knowing
In a world beyond controlling
Are you going to deny the savior
In front of your eyes?
Stare into the night
Power beyond containing
Are you going to remain a slave for
The rest of your life?
Give into the night
This self-discovery
Redemption taking hold of my mind
This serenade of haunting voices
Calling me away
To piece from the sight
So much felicity
Downgrade and taking hold of my head
Leading me away from hibernation
Strong and I’m unafraid
Never a question why
For saving me from all they’ve taken
Let my honor fall again
Giving me the strength to face them
Feeling it taking over now
I’m about to take it all away
There can be no better way of knowing
In a world beyond controlling
Are you going to deny the savior
In front of your eyes?
Stare into the night
Power beyond containing
Are you going to remain a slave for
The rest of your life?
Give into the night
Give in to the night
In a world beyond controlling
Are you going to deny the savior
In front of your eyes?
Stare into the night
Power beyond containing
Are you going to remain a slave for
The rest of your life?
Give into the night
Night, night, night
Give into the night
Night, night, night
Give into the night
Give into the night

Dream Theater Album Titles translate to Heros Journey

Just putting Dream theaters album titles in order and relating them to their possible spriritual and mythological symbolics of “the heroes journey” / shamanic initiation. I was bored and had a creative moment ๐Ÿ™‚

1989 When dreams and day unite.
Their dreams seem to depict a future situation. Thusly, what they dream at night happens at a later point while being awake. They might have suffered some cognitive dissonance during this period and onwards ๐Ÿ˜€ (Prophecy/premonition/spideysense/dreaming the future) impossible! yet it happens to them… go to a doctor (white coat heroes searching for a cure)… end up in a mental ward… shit! :/

1992 Images and Words
This describes their way of thinking. They might also recieve visions and hear voices during meditation. This is normal for people who have suffered enough and opened the third eye.

1994 Awake
“Who are you?” he asked the buddah. “I am awake.” said the Buddah.

1997 Falling into infinity
They realize the concept of infinity with no end and no beginning. E=mc2

1999 Metropolis Part II – Scenes from a memory
They can probably recall past events in fairly high resolution video and move around in their own memories/past lives. Hence one of their songs is called “regression”, it is not from this album.

2002 Sex Degrees of Inner Turbulence.
It is said that the body contains 6 primary energy centers that must be balanced so that the 7th primary energy center, the crown opens and “shines” You can recognize this in ancient paintings with people having a disc above their head or a halo.

2003 Train of Thought
“middle of the chaos, trying to make order out of it.”

2005 Octravarium
“caught in the chaos”

2007 Systematic Chaos
“Chaos is recognized as having patterns”

2009 Black clouds with silver linings
“The EXIT has been found”

2011 A Dramatic turn of events.
the shock is over, the ego is defeated and “enlightenment” is within reach, depression is on its way away.

2016 The Astonishing
An enlightened album. If one reads the lyrics in this album you will find the recipe for suffering and subsequent enlightenment.

Essentially they mean the same as chapter 24. if one wants them to mean that ๐Ÿ˜‰ “The heroes Journey”

When the..

…students are ready, a teacher will appear.

To teach is the same as to learn.

As such when the teachers job is done, he has learned everything that there is to teach.

He will then depart.

I is kinda like an x-mas calender. When you get to Chapter 24, you know its over ๐Ÿ™‚

Tool fourty six and two translation.

Face your shadow, face your fears, reinvent yourself and come out on the other side:

Extracting what is required from Tool, Fourty Six and Two, I present the clues that should be obvious to you.

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My shadow’s… shedding skin (jungian shadow)
…..
I’m down, digging through (crash and burn)
…..
In my shadow
My shadow
Change is coming through (enlightenment is on its way)
My shadow
My shadow’s
Shedding skin
…..
Shadow’s… closer to meaning (meaning will not come unless facing the shadow)
…..
Contemplate what I’ve been clinging to
…….
See my shadow changing
Stretching up and over me
Soften this old armor
Hoping I can clear the way by
Stepping through my shadow
Coming out the other side
Step into the shadow (after having faced the shadow side of self)

Tool Fourty Six And Two

Update: 5/13/2018

I just found someone else did this before me ๐Ÿ˜€ 11 years before me haha..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tja6_h4lT6A

Almost getting electricuted.

Half a year ago aproximate. I remember it being cold, I was experimenting with my solar panels. for some reason I managed to connect two 48v battery banks in series instead of parallel so we reached 96V I can tell you that sucked!

It was the middle of the night on a cold december, and I could barely see. I attemped to connect a wire to the setup and vupti, my hand cramped together and I started yelling like as if i had a massive orgasm. I just stood there with cramped hand yelling “ohhhhhhhohooohhhhohhhh” for what appears to be 5 minuttes. In reality it was probably just 5 seconds or so. It was as if my left arm just completely froze up, grabbing the “grab this to get electricuted”-wire. shivering and shaking I attempted to flip the disconnect switch, eventually it worked and my arm was not happy at least I could end the spasmic movements I had going on and the yelling…

Carefull with 48v systems especially if you turn it into a 96V system by accident.

The problems with Windows 10

Windows 10 seems to have turned malware.
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-It almost gave me a heart attack when I started my computer. Since when is shutdown a hybrid of ???? and hibernation? Furthermore, what is the logic behind this totally anoying feature of applications that were not closed before shutting down the computer, are restarted indiscriminately. Best way to restart a malicious application when your computer boots? Shut the computer down first, you will ensure that your malware will load before login on Windows 10

-An application crashes… Yes it happens, also to games in while playing tournaments, we need to restart the game fast. What we do NOT need is WIndows to attempt to fix the problem… I have been an IT PRO since 95, I know for a fact that Windows has NEVER EVER been able to fix ANYTHING that crashed. Why? Because the problem lies in code which windows cannot edit anyway. So how about you stop wasting IO time on starting an application which then, attempts to do the impossible? Why do I have to wait for the app to load so I can click “cancel” to close the stupid wizard and restart my game and get back to my competition to win 5000 USD?

-With internet sharing enabled on an interface. Why do I have to disable it and enable it again to fix it when it automatically breaks itself and stops working?
-I used windows NT, 95, 98, ME, 2000, XP, 2003
They all had somewhat similar interface, the settings were called the same and were somewhat located the same place. In comes windows 10… move everything around, alienate ALL IT professionals and force them to study your twisted new way of creating a barbie world. Windows was never a tabletOS. You tried to make it one, but fact of the matter is, I bought a tablet with windows10 and I hate it. Your core competence is making OSes for PCs. If you want to make tablet oses, do that, but split it completely from the mainline Windows for PC’s.
-I removed all the candy crush saga and other things from barbie OS 10. All the pink tiles were removed. I was happy about that. I put in my own Icons. Windows updates, removes all my customization to the UI and adds back barbie games and what not…
-I am a gamer, I sometimes play important games such as “the grand finale” of a tournament. Suddenly my ping goes to 800- Because I am on an otherwise stable off-grid 3g/LTE solution the bandwidth usage greatly increases my ping… Why? Well, windows decided now was the best time to update and it is UNSTOPABLE!!! We lost the match, I got kicked from my pro-clan and I now have to find a new team.
-I had to reinstall windows as Windows 10 decided to update itself when I specificly asked it to shut the fuck down. It started updating, my solar power bank which is the only power I have ran out of juice midway. I actually shut down the computer to prevent windows from updating as i was low on battery. This happened four times in ONE WEEK during winter… Yes.. you read correct, I had to reinstall windows 4 times in one week because someone decided it was smart to remove the users oppinion and circumstances from influencing your operating system. This means the operating systemd does not know what to do, and just does whatever the idiot who programmed this idiocy, assumes the users want. With NO user input… how is that going to work out? We all know, assumptions is theย  mother of all fuckups, and look at this…
STOP!!!!!
Here is a very good example why windows starting up stuff before you can even login is NOT a good idea!!!

Sending messages back in time?

Here is one of the odd examples of how my own theories merged with a book I would find around Oct 2015. “The Law of one – by Ra a humble messenger of the law of one”

It is a fairly close match if you ask me. So writing this Feb 2015 and reading the quotes at the bottom in around december, its around middle of the book made me abit concerned. Especially since all I had done at that time was reading 2 chapters of Alan Watts book “The Way of Zen” and then I come up with this?!? One has to disreguard the speculative method of sending the data back, but the similarity between “buddahs might be able to do it “/ “higher self is doing it.”

It makes it even more interesting when you never spent much time on anything related to religion… computer geeks dont look at such things! “If you focus too much on one thing, you will loose perspective” – Zen

rafuture
….a year later?

70.8 The higher self is the entity of mid-sixth density which, turning back, offers this service to its self.

70.9 ย You are existing at all levels simultaneously. It is specifically correct that your higher self is you in mid-sixth density and, in your way of measuring what you know of as time, your higher self is your self in your future.

Fairly strange!

http://www.lawofone.info for the book.