Sending messages back in time?

Here is one of the odd examples of how my own theories merged with a book I would find around Oct 2015. “The Law of one – by Ra a humble messenger of the law of one”

It is a fairly close match if you ask me. So writing this Feb 2015 and reading the quotes at the bottom in around december, its around middle of the book made me abit concerned. Especially since all I had done at that time was reading 2 chapters of Alan Watts book “The Way of Zen” and then I come up with this?!? One has to disreguard the speculative method of sending the data back, but the similarity between “buddahs might be able to do it “/ “higher self is doing it.”

It makes it even more interesting when you never spent much time on anything related to religion… computer geeks dont look at such things! “If you focus too much on one thing, you will loose perspective” – Zen

….a year later?

70.8 The higher self is the entity of mid-sixth density which, turning back, offers this service to its self.

70.9  You are existing at all levels simultaneously. It is specifically correct that your higher self is you in mid-sixth density and, in your way of measuring what you know of as time, your higher self is your self in your future.

Fairly strange! for the book.


Pink Floyd – Chapter 24 translated.

TL;DR “The collective unconscious is becoming conscious” and has been doing so since 2012 as according to the Mayan Calendar. “It was the end of the world as we knew it, but we feel fine” but not the end of the world (catastrophicly) but a change in spiritual density.

I will hereby give you my analysis of what the pink floyd text means from the perspective of the law of one / spiritualism / extracted mythical symbolics and i quickly mixed in, marvels infinity wars just for the spirit of things 🙂 Dr. Strange is not far away either.. This means I jump into a “role” of different perception so to say.. It is hard to conceptualize. This is essentially an “index page” and the links are meant to be followed before continuing reading this article. Otherwise I am affraid the connections cannot be established and you will read this page as “mumbojumbo”

It is likely, that no understanding will come from this unless the veil has been penetrated(suffering enough) OR sufficient data has been accumulated to recognize the archetypical patterns that exist inside/outside time/space and space/time. Even in “negative/timespace” It is a continuation written after December 2014 where I created my theory that certain people appeared to reach “enlightenment” after having suffered enough (Break on through to the other side) which is a terribly scary process…as there is a dragon between you and the goal, and that is yourself (Jungian Shadow). This theory was entirely written for fun and not part of any university research, hence the structure might seem incomprehensible to some. I derived it from observing students at SDU over the course of 14 years in my spare time and from the lyrics certain artists produced that seemed to indicate a few things to me.


It would appear some people do this intentionally as per the theory previously mentioned

“So I wither
And render myself helpless
I give in
And everything is clear
I breakdown
And let the story guide me”
Dream Theater – Wither

A few things that might help you understand this are a few videos from Jordan Peterson. Mr. Peterson unknowingly explained details of the theory so I did not have to read the books I should have read prior to coming up with all of this. Jordan read them and I extracted the meaning. There are overlaps between The 7 Habits of highly effective people -Stephen Covey with Jordans work, Cialdini gave me labels and names for conceptual patterns I had recognized in manipulative behaviour. This is where I detected the first patterns in personality disorders. Specificly the sometimes insane attention to god that some BPD patients experience and their manipulative nature. Negotiation and manipulative behaviour go hand in hand. Schizophrenics are even more entertaining!

He, Jordan Peterson, and another Doctor then presented me to Jung. I am a computer geek, I did not concern myself with such things untill I met this person but still no insight into Jung before 2015

I read about the personality disorders and started recognizing patterns in peoples behaviours and my own. I lacked the perspective of depth psychology and mythology. I had to catch  up on that the last years to understand what I had written or risk insanity, because “the shit was all backwards” 🙂 All I had to do was watch Jordan Petersons videos to understand my own theory and put it into context. Because I attempted to explain this to people around me and failed. 1 guy has understood everything… 1 guy…

Required Knowledge: (it is required that you understand the concepts presented in the videos below, otherwise you will label me completely insane before learning anything. This is the EGO’s fear of death in a way and a natural reaction to encountering something so far from regular thinking patterns and paradigms. One must have killed the EGO to understand according to some scriptures.
“When the Tao is reached, universal mind can be understood.”The Way of Zen Alan Watts – If the tao is not reached, the opposite is true..logically

“Breaking the Fourth Wall” – Dream Theater (opening the 4th chakra/energy center, the heart)

I am a computer geek atheist, in Denmark…Europe is not very spiritual. I was in trouble from the beginning…

“You have to force yourself through the cognitive dissonance” – AngryAdmin

The videos:

Carl Jung was a Modern Shaman – Jordan Peterson

Jordan Peterson: Carl Jung’s Intelligence was “bloody terrifying”

Jordan Peterson: The meaning of life is not happiness.

“Between you and slaying the dragon stands an army of fear.”

Pink Floyd Chapter 24 – Interpreted from the viewpoint of the law of one.
The law of one is an interesting piece of material that seemingly seems to explain mythological and astrological concepts in a very complex language that I found highly intruiging. There is alot of Jung to be found in TLOO. There are also elements that I ignored because they did not, lets say resonate with me. UFO fx. The information though, can be extracted from other religious workings just as the material itself states. I did that from 2015 to to now essentially. If you use the combined material from Ra or extract the information by reading islam, christianity, buddism, hinduism does not matter. The answer will be the same. The Ra material just seems to have the most “clear cut” information available on energy centeres without too much “language barrier” I dont know, it resonates. If you read 1 religion you will have a perception problem (If you focus too much on one thing, you will lose perspective) – Zen. Sadly some religions restrict research into topics outside of their religion, and I find it peculiar that God should give people free will and then limit their free will. This, is commonly known as as attempts of “mind control” which is essentially the opposite of “free will”

(It may be noted that I stared at the lyrics for this songs for countless hours in December 2014-March 2015 trying to figure out their meaning I was seriously obsessing with it like never before..)

The Lyrics are in Bold, my interpretation after taking the viewpoint of TLOO is the rest of the gibberish.

A movement is accomplished in 6 stages.
(movement of kundalini/chi/”the force” is made possible by balancing 6 chakras/energy centers. Kinda like Dr. Strange (6 infinity stones in Infinity wars symblics) kundalini is said to be the power of creation itself or of the creator. Another name for this, is the philosophers stone, transmutation of self, intel. infinity.

“6 degrees of inner turbulence” – Dream Theater

The 7th brings return
the 7th chakra is the sum total of expression and needs no balancing,  It is the movement (reconnection to oneness/god/intelligent infinity/insert the distortion of choice) symbolized in infinity wars by combining the 6 stones which yield godlike powers.) This chakra balances is self in relation to the others. Thus it does not need inner working in order to function, as the workings have been done on chakra/energy center 1 through 6. You might end up like a healer, which was the case for me. Cognitive dissonance… I did not believe in  that..

The 7 is the number of the young light
again.. the 7th chakra shines the sum total expression of the mind body spirit complex
1+2+3+4+5+6=7 chakra is open a halo/disc over head “appears” which is apparantly not visble for “non-mystics”. This is not a math formula, but a symbol. In older times this was reflected with a wierd disc over the top of peoples heads signaling enlightenment. This can only be seen by those who have eyes to see. Mystics call this “third eye” which is represented by the 6th chakra. Unless the third has been penetrated (the EGO) obtaining eyes to see is difficult.

7 days of creation?
no, 6 days of creation 1 day of rest  which is a metaphorical representation of 6 chakras +1 which needs no work and then there was “light”

It forms when darkness is increased by 1
(Facing the Jungian shadow, diving into your deep hidden mind to discover yourself, facing your fears, learn that you are a monster. and get to know yourself as sokrates adviced us all to do.) You could watch this song to understand this part essentially.:

Jordan Peterson puts this well: “You cannot have respect for yourself until you know that you are a monster. Because you won’t act carefully enough.”  Darkness could also be likened onto depression. When depressed, darkness is increased +1 symbolicly. Ra explains that progress is often sprung from crisis. This could be the part in the movie infinity wars where this guy kills the girl (you must lose what you love the most, essentialy “yourself”, but in the movie it is simply the daughter which I consider an error in the movie itself. I say the same in my theory (suffer and grow/touch enlightenment for the first time) Ra is likeing that unto balancing the third chakra/energy center. If this is not done properly, one cannot channel the force/chi/heal etc. according to Ra and a few other mythical texts. One simply cannot experience mythical concept and put them into context. As the EGO constantly must be balanced and adjusted, one can quickly loose “insight” again.

“When superior people hear of the Way,
they carry it out with diligence.
When middling people hear of the Way,
it sometimes seems to be there, sometimes not.
When lesser people hear of the Way,
they ridicule it greatly.
If they didn’t laugh at it,
it wouldn’t be the Way.” Tao Te Ching #41

Going and coming without error
(inteligent infinity/energy comes and goes without error. The healer has no will and channels this energy which then does the working sortof – Ra, the law of one. So essentially it is a description of what the energy does (appear/vanish)

“mind is inherent in each electron” Freeman Dyson
Healers apparantly channel this theoretical “chi/kundalini/intelligent infinity/god force/the force” which does the healing working within the patient. Essentially the force guides the healer to do what he must do, and while this is going on, the healer is simply an observer, a conscious observer with ability to interfere and stop the thing at any time.

Actions bring good fortune

(Polarization is done through actions and the good fortune is, the coming to the next level of denseness above our own. 4th positive or negative, depending on your choice, represented by the fool #22 In Tarot) (heaven/hell) It is the fools journey to make the choice in third density. This is also called “the heros journey” Ra expands abit on this by adding elements of the collective unconscious becomming conscious. And why the hell not? somehow we humans became conscious didn’t we? The next step of evolution is a borg-like-hive-mind that is aware of itself as “unity”? Interesting..

“Light Therapy”

“Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see the shadow,” Helen Keller

(I discarded this sentence initially, It seemed irrelevant, it could have to do with “sun gazing” which is performed at sunrise and sunset when the sun is weakest, photons hit the retina in areas they would not normally hit because we never look over the sun, only under it, the eyes are part of the brain organ. It is not a separte part. One could say the brain looks kinda like a snail with two stalks with eyes on them 😀 This suppesedly was an anti-depressant technique that was used in ancient times.

The time is the winter month of soltice, when the change is due to come.
December is cold and dark in the north. Seasonal Affective disorder can enhance already present depression. This can lead to a “crash and burn” like state (lookup manic depression transition curve), which, if overcome yields a higher state than ever achieved. So it is said, at least if combined with the balancing of chakras as instructed in the first part of this highly peculiar song.

Thunder in the other course of heaven
(This one eludes me till this day, I know it somehow is important, but not specificly, I believe Jordan peterson holds the key with his analogy of humans being created in gods image, thusly we create order out of chaos and evolve)

Things cannot be destroyed once and for all.
(E=mc^2, The first law of thermodynamics, also known as Law of Conservation of Energy, states that energy can neither be created nor destroyed; energy can only be transferred or changed from one form to another. The Law of one states that you are essentially a being of infinity and you cannot be destroyed. You just forget everything before incarnating. Very anoying!

I naturally cried with Joy when Jordan Peterson explained the entire mess of information in a more structured way than I could do. Finally, I felt understood 🙂



This image is of a piece of paper I stared at for many hours in December 2014, and I just could not put my finger on it, but this was super important somehow. It turned out to be the conclusion of all of my research and it was staring me right in the face for 4 years…
Disturbed came to aid me aswell in August 2015 with their song “The light” it is essentially another version of the same story.:

If you read the lyrics you will find the crash and burn, facing the shadow and other elements.
Disturbed The Light Lyrics

Katy Perry made another version of the same story with “Fireworks

Tool explains parts of the recipe, namely facing the shadow in this song:

Addendum 13-05-2018
Someone else insight on this:
Barrett’s lyric to Chapter 24 seems to find solace in the “darkest moment is just before the dawn”, an American way of putting a similar sentiment that was expressed frequently by the Mamas & Papas during this period. However, the song seems to emphasize the singer’s low point, and like the Beatles’ Getting Better, shares in the feeling that it can’t get no worse. The first time the day and night metaphor arises Barrett only mentions the sunset. Afterwards, sunset is followed by sunrise. In the coda, the song remains in sunrise, repeating the word over & over, while Richard Wright’s wandering Farfisaorgan work evokes sunrays and the wonder of the recurring light, extending the sunrise theme beyond that expressed in the break. The two verses are accompanied by a Hohner Pianet that with its staccato notes sounds much like a plucked harp, and gives the I Ching text an appropriate antiquity and courtliness. The Hohner Pianet had previously been used by the Beatles on Sgt. Pepper for Getting Better and on some of their other songs, but its earliest pop appearance seems to have been with the Zombies’ She’s Not There. It was also used by the Lovin’ Spoonful in their psychedelic hit Summer in the City.


Oh, I also wrote this stuff in Feb 2015 😀 It was fun to read again! As it contains most of Hawkins newest theories




How Windows 10 got 133 students killed

Baltimore, US.

133 Students killed as student turned to shooter after being laughed at by fellow students.

The student, 23 year-old Daryl Marsh had powered of his laptop the day before. The application he had open reapeared. A new feature of Windows 10. The problem was the content. Daryl had barely started entering his password before loud moaning and female screams of pleasure and sin spread throughout the auditorium.

Daryl, appeared frantic in his efforts to do something on his computer. Investigators uncovered that Daryl had been watching pornhub during the night before this tragic incident. Windows 10 automatically started google chrome and navigated to pornhub even before Daryl had a chance to login and close the browser.

“Daryl suffered from a personality disorder. This was too much for him and he must have snapped.” – Baltimore PD

Daryl ran from the audiotorium shortly after the misery and returned 15 minuttes later with a fully loaded automatic rifle. He systematically started shooting the people closest to him, officer Barnes from Baltimore Police Department pointed out. “It was a massacre”

“Windows 10 got a feature update where we found it practical to re-start the programs that were open when the pc was shut down. We never thought about this being a problem.” Microsoft Development engineer Christian Roberts uttered.

*”Press PAGE DOWN or scroll down until you find the text at the end of the article” – Lt. Martin Angry.



*The above story is 100% invented, None of the sources stated anything of the above. They are all misquotes and this is fake news. It is however not far from what could happen due to this new feature in windows 10. Someone clearly did not think this one through and did not “Begin with the end in mind.” – Covey

Sundsmark kolonihaveforening Sønderborg, en dejlig oplevelse.

En oplevelse med censur, trussler, invasion af privatlivets fred samt meget mere.

Jeg havde lånt min makkers kolonihavehus i et par måneder og ville selv have et.
Jeg aftaler med sælger af en kolonihave, at jeg skal give 15.000 kr. Jeg overfører pengene.

Dagen hvor overdragelsen skal ske. Jeg bliver mødt af en udskældende kasserer der ser ud til at lide af en eller anden personligheds forstyrrelse, han opførsel er helt ekstrem og ude af proportioner. Jeg ved ikke hvor mange reprimander jeg får af manden jeg aldrig har set før. Formanden Birthe Sveen er lige så aggressiv i hendes opførsel. Bestyrelsens opførsel var så slem at de tidligere ejere følte sig nødsaget til at undskylde. Han forklarede at vi muligvis havde jokket på deres authoritet ved at overføre pengene før kontrakten var underskrevet. Dette var dog aftalt med tidligere formand. At man skulle blive så maule over at tingene ikke lige gik efter deres hovede var overraskende men det ville blive mere åbenlyst senere, at de havde set sig sure på mig pga. denne affære.

Jeg køber en lille el-generator og et udstødningsrør til en scooter så jeg kan tage lidt hensyn til de andre kolonister og lyddæmpe generatoren. Udstødningsrøret kostede ca. 10% af mine samlede midler til mad og forplejning, smøger osv. for den måned. Noget af en investering på 700 kr. Jeg kommer senere til at fortyde denne investering.

En aften hvor jeg sidder med min laptop og har min generator kørende, så stopper generatoren pludseligt. Jeg blev lidt forvirret over situationen fordi jeg mente jeg lige havde fyldt den op. Det viser sig at kasseren rendte ind og slukkede min generator kl 21.30 om aftenen fordi han lige syntes at det var et nødvendigt onde. Den er vidst ikke helt ren.

Der går ikke længe så kommer Birthe Sveen og næstformanden forbi mens jeg sidder inde i min hytte. Jeg kan høre fra Birthe Sveen som er formand for kolonihaveforeningen: “Jeg er fandme ligeglad med om han vil have jeg går derind… nu går jeg derind alligevel!!!” Det gjorde hun, jeg hørte det og indvendigt begyndte jeg at koge over sådan en opførsel og sådan et mundtøj fra formanden. Det var meget uventet! Da jeg kommer ud er hun allerede på vej ud af haven. Hun skynder sig at indskyde: “Nåh, så du var hjemme…” hvilket er det dummeste hun kan finde på at sige for at jeg ikke bliver mere sur.

Prøver hun virkeligt til at lyve sig fra at hun bare rendte ind i haven? Forsøger hun virkeligt at lyve sig til at hendes intentioner var at tale med mig? I så fald ville hun nok have banket på døren. Det gjorde hun ikke. Hun gik ind, kiggede på mine tomatplanter, (kasseren gav mig reprimander om at man ikke må plante cannabis) så hvad mon hun ville? Hvis formanden vil have hamplanter, så anbefaler AngryAdmin at Birthe kontakter sin søster… Det kunne være hun vidste noget.

Jeg gør dem opmærksom på at jeg lider af angst og ikke kan tåle at folk render rundt i min have og at jeg ikke vil have de render rundt i min have og at de ikke har ret til bare at vade ind. Det skulle jeg aldrig have sagt. jeg får en længere belæring om hvordan bestyrelsen har ret til at  krænke medlemmernes rettigheder og fuldstændigt ignorere folks privatliv. Hendes og kasserens undskyldning var: “vi skal jo kunne vurdere…”

I marts april 2017 har vi en del indbrud og jeg får jaget dem væk en nat. Der  står senere et par folk fra kolonien ude for min port og vil lige høre hvad der var sket. Formanden Birthe Sveen kommer forbi. Hun står 2 meter fra mig. En siger, ja, Michael jagtede nogle indbrudstyve i nat. Fra Birthe kommer der “Hvad fanden laver han her ude om natten?” altså 3 person omtale om en person der står lige foran dig? Respekt! Næh… hun forsatte mens jeg var der med at ignorere mig og omtale mig i 3 person som om jeg ikke var tilstede. Den tidligere ejer ser ud til at have ret i at vi må have trådt på hendes sukkermad.

2 dage senere fanger politiet og jeg indbrudstyvene. Der går 2 dage, så kommer Birthe Sveen forbi med næstformanden. Jeg er igang med at lave noget elektrisk arbejde inde i huset og har lige fået stød 😀 Så kommer det sjove, Birthe mener hun er berettiget til at gå ind i naboens have for at råbe ind i min have for at kræve at jeg slukker min generator og stopper med de ting jeg har gang i. Jeg siger til hende at jeg lige er igang med noget. Hun begynder at råbe og skrige endnu mere. Jeg har fået nok af hende og kasseren og hendes chikane. Jeg råber af hende at jeg ikke respektere magtliderlige kvinder der har lort i munden. Jeg troede egentligt hun var kommet for, på foreningens veje at takke mig for indsatsen mod indbrudstyven. Næh, sådan skulle det ikke gå.

Der kommer en klage fra et nærlæggende villakvarter omkring min modificerede generator og støj. Fair nok, jeg graver et dybt hul og sætter den derned. Hvis jeg ikke får flere klager så har det vel hjulpet tilstrækkeligt. Der kommer en advarsel fra bestyrelsen. Birthe Sveen har nu bestemt sig for at ændre på ordensreglementet så man ikke længere må køre med generator fra kl 00-08.  Nej Birthe, sådan virker det ikke. Trusselsbrevet blev ignoreret. Her ligger to fejl. Foreningens formåls paragraf indeholder ikke hjemmel til indgreb i folks generatordrift hun har ingen authoritet til at kræve folk gør noget som helst, desuden er foreningen ikke en inkassovirksomhed der skal afstraffe deres medlemmer.

Jeg bliver indkalft til møde pga. et par stykker ukrudt ude foran min hæk (man skal holde vejen ren ud til midten. Det har jeg været ret god til og der var måske 5-10 stykker ukrudt af småtings afdelingen. På vej til mødet kommer jeg til at tænke på om det måske ikke er et skrædersyet tiltag for at drille mig personligt. Jeg tager derfor lige et par billeder af de omkringliggende veje. Der var tydeligvis ikke sket noget i mange år. Dog var jeg den eneste der fik en advarsel og en mødeindkaldelse? Tja, chikanen fortsætter med stor stil og meget målrettet! Vejene jeg tog billeder af i 2016 ser stadig sådan ud.

Da jeg havde svamp i mit gulv måtte jeg rive det op. Under gulvet var der en halv meter flamingo som jeg ikke anede hvor jeg skulle gøre af. Det blev lagt i plasticsække i baghaven så jeg kunne bruge det når jeg fik noget nyt træ og nyt gulv. Formanden kommer hårnakket og påstår at der er blevet set rotter i mit affald (jeg vil mene affaldet består af gange anvendeligt flamingo isolation og er derfor byggemateriale) jeg gør hende opmærksom på, at 1) Der er ingen herude der kan have set rotter det var ude for sæsonen og naboerne var der aldrig. 2) Hvis de havde set rotter havde de nok sagt noget, idet de ville være nødsaget til at gå ind i min have… idet naboerne ikke er der, må det jo være andre folk ikke? Jeg flytter flamingoen fra det læ den lå i. Ingen huller i jorden, ingen rottelort eller spor, damen er fuld af lort. Alligevel belæmrer hun kommunen der kommer med en kasse med rottegift. 3) Der er meget lidt næring i flamingo. Derfor æder de det ikke selvom det mætter godt. Derfor ikke optimalt spisekammer/bosted for rotter. Det meste af “affaldet” er blevet genanvendt som isolation. Det bliver spændende hvad der sker når jeg brækker det sidste af gulvet op… kommer formanden flyvende og råber og skriger igen? I så fald vil hun blive budt på kaffe og en afklaring omkring hendes mentale helbred. Hun blev advaret, at hvis chikanen fortsatte ville det blive politianmeldt.

Del II kommer snart, så kan i få lidt mere information om hvordan hjemløse kolonihavehusejere bliver behandlet i sønderborg kommune.